Sunday, August 10, 2003 . im tired.

i'm tired

it's like 1.30am now...at Alden's house. tired. and i gotta wake up early in the morning to go home and change for lunch at the the hotel. my cousin was feeling rich so he decided to treat the whole family. it's been a long time since the whole family went out for a meal together. kinda miss them...well...most of them.

i think i wanna go for laser surgery to correct my vision. i dont like wearing glasses...neither do i like contacts. maybe when i start working...i'll save money and get my eyes done. maybe.

recently i've been thinking...and i think lying is really bad. i mean....not juz bad...but it's a real betrayal of trust. i resolve not to lie or attempt to distort the truth. coz i've realised that it really hurts when you find out someone's been lying to you.
i guess most people know how it feels...and i guess it's a really shitty feeling. so yeah. it's like i'd rather know the truth even though it may be less pleasent than to be lied to.
that's my two cents worth pertaining to integrity.

oh yeah! on nat'l day eve..i din go sch...and my sis came home in the morning with her friend. and i think her friend's quite hot. not exceptionally pretty or anything but rather appealing. and they had to borrow a shirt for a skit in school. so they took one of my shirts and my sister's friend wore it the whole day...even after the skit and all. woohoo! haha...
i dunno....that juz made me quite happy.

i've recently stopped wearing my watch. i think it's like the nicest watch i've ever had but i dont think i wanna wear it for a while. i think it looks good on my dad anyway...so i thought he should wear it.

nvm...think i wont get to sleep properly tonight. and im so gonna regret it tmr.







screaming infidelity at 2:16 AM
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