Friday, November 14, 2003 .

"this always happens"

when JY gets to read this entry....he will so kill me.
or at least curse and swear and say im a bloody girl.
cos today...im gonna whine about my prom clothes.

why is it that i never get to buy what i want?!??
ok....bear with me here.

Zara has this pants that's really really nice...exactly the thing i want.
BUT, it might not match the suit i wanna get.
AND i cant be sure if cos the suit's at Topshop so i cant take both to try on and decide.
AND the stupid bitch of a place (Zara) proudly proclaims that they dont manufacture sizes 33, 35 & 37.
im like...dammit!!! why not? especially when 33 would fit me nicely. (32's too tight, 34's too loose)

what i bitch.

so yup...and i got no money! like...i saved some money but i dun wanna spend everything on the prom.
i took so long to save that. argh....
plus...i was so damn tired after walking from Lido to CentrePoint and back. could barely walk home after that.

and my sis is a bitch. im always obliged to help give her opinion about what she wears and she never helps me when i need her to. like just now....when i asked her....she was like "im late im late....bye bye bye...."
im like.....she's always late anyway. if she's ever punctual.....i mean....EVER, pigs will fly...and i will A for math.
i mean it....my sis sucks. she's the worst sis i ever had.
(you Heather lovers out there.....stay out of this)

shit man....
probably going town with kelvin to get his pants....i will force him to walk with me. haha...
maybe go cityhall or sumthing.
and i wanna get my damned pants today.

oh....and tonight....im gonna go down to the big canal and burn some notes.
yes....it makes me feel better.
it makes me feel great....


screaming infidelity at 10:04 AM
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