Tuesday, December 02, 2003 .

ya know...i enjoy blogging quite alot.
i dunno about you guys but for me, it's almost an activity in itself.
yup.

it's been cool lately. like real funky and stuff.
been meeting up with people i havent seen in a while.
the post A's freedom thing is really starting to kick in. i like it.

sometimes when i bum, i instinctively think that i should be studying. like "oh...tmr's which lit paper?....oh wait, it's all over"
i dunno. it's quite surreal if you ask me. im guessing that if im gonna enjoy myself anytime, it'd be now.
this hols would be the time of my life. it'd be a sin not to enjoy myself.

it's because of this expectation that makes me afraid that i'll actually feel disappointed eventaully.
i may not have as much fun as i thought i would.

the last lit paper, i did the poetry comparison question. for those who are familiar, the two poems were about
Expectation. i wrote quite abit about expectation and disappointment.
i've come to realise that the more you expect, the higher the chances of being let down.

it's not like im particularly upset or disappointed about anything. im just putting some thoughts to words.
so im okay. haha....

met Dawn on Sunday.
she's changed somewhat. not that it's good or bad or anything.
but evertime i see her, she seems to get prettier.
so that part's good.
she's in the same class as Rachel if anyone's interested to know. *looks at al*
haha...

on a seperate note...while i was talking to a friend recently, it made me realise that i dun really like change.
actually i think i do. but i dont like changes that seriously mess up my life. then again, who doesnt?
i like some changes. actually....many changes. but it's real boring to talk about it.



screaming infidelity at 10:57 AM
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