Sunday, April 25, 2004 .

ok...i've asked this question to some people before, but they usually give the "huh?" or "what the hell" or "dun be a cock la"
expression.

i dun get it.
this is what i asked, "what if i told you i wasnt human?"
ok....it seems like a damn childish question to ask, but i meant like....i dunno what i meant.
it's just that it seems like a perfectly normal question to me.
nvm.

im booking in.
it doesnt gimme a warm fuzzy feeling.

i may sell my duty for $50.
which is to say, i pay this dude $50 to do my duty.
but then i'll be pressured to make damn good use of my time out here.
$50 is the market rate. but i dont make $50 a day.
i earn like, $25 or sumthing.

i dunno.
then again, i need to study for my SAT.
so since weekend duties are slack, i might as well stay in camp (where there is little distraction), and study.

on the other hand, i may be doing my SAT this saturday, thus not allowing me to do duty.
i dunno.
sounds confusing right?

if you understand what im saying, please give advice.
i need it.


screaming infidelity at 5:51 PM
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