Saturday, September 25, 2004 .

façade

wanted to write a poem thingie again.
but i stopped halfway and backspaced.

anyway...i had a good sleep.
the kinda sleep i never had in ages.
but i'll probably get tired soon anyway.

have been talking to some old friends.
miss them to bits.
it sucks that they're mostly in Aus.
but the good thing is that they'll be back soon.
and one of them...back for good.

life in artillery is becoming much better as days go by.
i would really hate to fail the test again
going out of course is of course out of the question.
i dont want to drop out after going through this much shit.

a couple of friends really offered help.
my syndicate mates to be exact. (syndicate = section)
they're really nice.
but there's this one who i really wanna mention.
he's this RJ softballer.
he did pretty well for the exam...and he offered to help tmr after the AHM.
but we all know that his girlfriend is flying off tmr for studies and wont be back till 4 years later.
i mean....if i were him, i wouldnt help me man.

so i was like "hey...thanks alot man, but you really need to spend time with her"
he was like "girlfriends come and go, buddies last a lifetime. it's damn sad that she's leaving, but it's more sad if you have to ooc"
i was like...."woah".

somewhat mindless banter.

good day.



screaming infidelity at 9:20 AM
------