Friday, September 24, 2004 .

this is sad.
apparently im not happier than i was in my last blog.
much more depressed in fact.

flunked a gunnery exam....it's a veto factor for passing the course, i.e. if i fail, i go out of course.
it doesnt sound like much to worry when i say half the course failed as well.
but it worries me till my balls grow cold that i got the lowest in the whole freakin course.
like 19.5/100.
fuck man.

re-test is in a week.
im gonna study harder this time....but passing is still gonna be an uphill climb.

sprained an ankle...sucks.
hate being injured.

this is so damn depressing.

my friends wanna do this band thing...and i so wanna be a part of it.
but i cant play shit.
wanna learn base guitar....but it'll take too long.
so i figured....maybe do vocals.
but i dun think they'll want me doing that....

darn.


screaming infidelity at 11:59 PM
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