Saturday, October 02, 2004 .

Charlie Mike

ever looked at someone then shift your eyes away a split-second too late?
late in a sense that they caught you looking at them.
hate the feeling.
and it's not even like you're deliberately looking at them - just happened to glance.
sucks.
happens to me all the time.


i just realised it's not easy forming a (good) band, much less be in one.
first, you gotta like the people.
and you gotta be able to contribute.
and they've gotta like you.
and, more often than not, you're gonna have to look good together. look like a band.
this is all assuming you even have the same taste in music.
and here's the tricky part....someone has to decide what to play.
when to play. how to play.

then studio cost, music equipment, ferrying the drums sets.
having time to practice.
and you cant have a really good guitarist and a really bad drummer.
doesnt compliment.

anyhow...there goes my dream of being a rock star.
haha....

i just got a new appointment.
i'm the Cadet Encik.
or Cadet Sergeant Major.
it's not a tought job.
and such appointments are weekly rotational.
but the problem is, that next week, when i step down, it's just the right time for the Course Appointments to step down as well.
so i might be pushed up to hold a course appointment.
instead of stepping down from managing 35people, i'll step up to manage 70people.
such cases of timely hand-overs occur once in a blue moon, and officers are really fond of making people continue a stretch of duties during this time.
thus Charlie Mike.

if you dont know what im talking about, nvm.

i just wasted the first half of today not doing anything.
think i might book a driving lesson.





screaming infidelity at 11:20 AM
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