Sunday, November 21, 2004 .

Disappointment



i havent felt like this in a while.
it's the "book-in blues". it's when you get upset on the day or the hours before booking in.
this is usually accompanied by or magnified by events that occur before the actual act of booking in.
anything could trigger that.
a sad movie.
an argument with your parents.
getting upset with someone.
not looking forward to the week.
or simply all of the above.
it's very depressing.


but really. this phenomenon is hard to comprehend, let alone explain.


next weekend should be great.
kelvin's back, Mo's done with the exams, etc.
somehow i dont look forward to that.
when you're in camp, all you look forward to is the weekend.
but when the weekend doesnt seem to great, you feel you've lost it all.
like looking up a well, knowing you cant get out without a miracle.


im just being a bitch again.


on a happier note.
i think i just had the best weekend driving experience.
for my 2 lessons this weekend, i was driving like a pro.
did everything correctly. very smooth. didnt get corrected at all.
damn happy with myself.
=)


if you read my previous entry, i suggested a mah-jong night.
if not that, i now suggest a trip to east coast park at night.
get a beer, chill by the beach till late.
what say you?




gonna book in now.
cya next week.
luv you guys.


screaming infidelity at 8:04 PM
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