Saturday, January 22, 2005 .

camera whore


bet you've seen one of those pictures that have a girl and boy sharing an ice cream.
right? you have right?
i knew it.


here's how it goes, as far as this act of sharing food is concerned, (lollipop, cottonfloss, char kuay teow, whatever) i think it's cool.
what im gonna drive at here might sound damn damn off but stick with me k.
like it's not exactly an intimate moment cos that's just gross, but sharing food kinda displays this connection. ice cream is by far the most primative if you ask me. im not including what you see on discovery channel with lions sharing prey.
"gift of sharing" by sharing, you're giving. and giving in a way that you sacrifice some of your own.
let's not think about who paid for the food, it'll just spoil the beauty of it all.


i dont know where im going with this.
but nevermind.






friend asked if i'd ever wanna go to England to live in some village thing in the future.
i was already thinking about it before she asked.
not thinking about living there, but about going.
standing on a hill, wind in your face, bagpipes and flutes and such. (think Ireland, think Hobbits)
nice? i like it.
beautiful stuff there.
wouldn't mind being there in the last years of my life.
looks like a good place to come to an end.


i never really had time to write an extry.
a good one.
been really busy in OCS and tired on weekends.
tmr's the Big Day.
been waiting for so damn long.
everyday's been a mad rush. but it'll cease to be so in the immediate future.


on the other hand, my least favourite time of the year is coming.
it's the part when the start of the year ends. and the rest of it begins.
it's the part when you realised there's so much in store for you and it is not near to the end.
it's the part when people start leaving again.
it's the part when new lines of responsibility are drawn and new goals are set.
i hate it.
maybe, just maybe, i might find some good in all this.




im going to find something to do now.










there are some people you never wanna be apart from.
people you always wanna be together with.
not platonic friends.
not family.
someone you're probably in love with.
every moment spent distant from each other would be torture.
in play, in work, in rest. living together.
it's beautiful.
it's a pity "sleeping together" has become so trivial, so degraded.
it's disgusting.

-Anonymous


screaming infidelity at 2:50 PM
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