Sunday, January 02, 2005 .

First Signs of The Removable Stain


those who hate being special, hate standing out from the crowd in some way, hate owning an individual personality, raise your hands.
c'mon, show me, really.
i din think so.


how'd you feel if you were made to be part of a long line of pathetic nobodies?
be made insignificant.
another pawn in the game.
another rock in the river.
victimized mercilessly by the whims and fancies of another distant individual.


it sucks.


CASE CLOSED








i was tempted to, actually even did pen an actual New Year Resolutions List.
but i destroyed it.
2005 was not to be the year that was gonna make a significant changes in my life.
i needed more time.


only two things i know with decent certainty.
one would be to consume less of a vice.
'less' being the operative word.
two, is the need to prioritize the dynamics of my life's compostitions.
(i'm just trying to sound fancy here)


2 days into the new year and i already regret some major decisions.
not a pretty thing to happen.


maybe it's just me but this year ended without the bang i thought it would have.
X'mas was a disappointment.
and everything's just so flat and wasted.
no one was game for anything.
just going with the flow, and the flow wasnt exactly tsunami like.
to say it was like the Kallang river would already be giving too much credit.
"dead" is the word man.


so without much of an impression, 2004 has passed us by.
not a single good bye.
screw you!


screaming infidelity at 6:24 PM
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