Thursday, September 15, 2005 .

call it what it is


i was told that upon returning from Thailand in late July, i'd (i actually mean all my colleagues included) be able to chill out, ya know, not work so much. not that i was working alot before, but the pre-Thailand life wasnt exactly good for anyone.


and so it is, my workmates and i are still busy with, of course, work.
we have exhibitions to set up, courses to attend, stand-by's to man, and the usual paper pushing.
it kinda sucks having to think that we'd be working all the way to ORD. the only solid break we forsee it between X'mas and New Year. but in any case, im grateful that im not in this alone. and in the case of office work, im not at the worst end of the deal. some people really have it much worse. at least i get to sleep during office hours and leave camp before the day is done.


and i am grateful, too, for tennis. at the moment, it's almost the only thing i live for. tennis just make everything better. i admit i still suck at it, and "(i'm) an amateur in every sense of the word". but i love it.
doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure that ive never been a very passionate person. and that's why its amasing how ive come to love something so much, something that not a person. and i hope this feeling never dies. not even when my limbs are too weak and my age seriously catches up do i want tennis to be out of my life.
this is rare. this is a once in a life time. wow.


and i sure as hell sound cheesey.








and im flying to brunei again. by the time i ORD, i would have clocked almost 4months overseas. by the way, i hate brunei.very much. hate it with a passion if i might say that.
but people have had more than enough of my bitching about it.
i havent though. i have so much to say about that shit hole. but i'll spare you. just this time.

screaming infidelity at 12:54 PM
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