i typed my sister a long message on msn, then just as i hit the send button, she walks pass my room to go to the kitchen.
i guess nobody knows im in love with this song called Brick by Ben Folds Five. been in love with it since secondary school or something, amongst many others of course. it goes:
6am, day after Christmas i throw some clothes on in the dark the smell of cold car seat is freezin' the world is sleepin' and i am numb...
i won't be going to Canada after all. whether or not i get a place there. it just becoming increasingly obvious that my parents were never serious about it. and it's like so whatever.
my mother is really really annoying. not in a good, funny, mildly-irritating way. she's annoying in a way that makes me hate her very very much.