Wednesday, August 09, 2006 .

Dis-ant-ce


Half of me's writing an entry just so it keeps my blog updated.
The other half doesn't know why, but knows that if there's nothing to write about, don't.
The latter half is being shut up at the moment.




Recently, a certain artistic production gave rose to nostalgia. I was reminded of how it felt like to first miss my life so badly. YES, I'm talking about enlistment. It was a terrible feeling, and it's so deep you could almost fall into it. I'd liken it to having a whirlpool in place of lungs.
It sucks to miss something. Quite literally.


"I'll miss you in a way you'll never know" sounds so familiar. It sounds so 'been there, done that'.






The starting of school has led me to think whether or not i need more new friends. School friends to be exact. I've had mixed feedback after consulting varsity friends, and to cut a long story short, I'm still sitting on a fence. I went to school knowing what i didn't want - going out of my way to make friends. If they came along through the course of work or play, so be it. Otherwise, i wasn't interested in knowing people.
That's perhaps where the problem lies. In not knowing anyone, you won't get to know anyone else. And projects inevitably require you to work with people. By not knowing anyone, you're kinda taking a gamble with your grades.


yeah....only time will tell. sooner or later.

screaming infidelity at 10:22 PM
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