Friday, June 12, 2009 .

this morning,
i wondered what it would be like if you loved me more than i loved you.

would we be happier?
would i leave you?
would the tables be turned?
would you come to realise what sacrifice meant?
would you understand how i felt?
would i mean more to you?

and then as day gave way to dusk,
i brushed those thoughts away
the same way i brushed the tears off my face,
as i understood
that i was never meant to find out all that.

take it or leave it,
this is exactly the way it's suppose to be,
and i took it
and held on
as tightly as i could
as tightly as the day we first held hands.
and despite all thats said and done,
i'll never let go.

i love you.

screaming infidelity at 5:07 PM
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